mY sTrUgGlEs In LiFe

I am finding out just how rewarding it is having our son gone to school. And, on the other hand just how big of a struggle it is for me to have him gone from my side for so long. I find myself wondering what should I be doing? Do I clean? Do I take a nap? Do I get some of my running around done? What should I be doing? I find my self watching tv and staring at the clock and waiting for the time to pick him up from school. When I do get him from school and see how much fun he had at school I am then relieved. I thank God that he is enjoying school while at the same time learning.